I am still uninspired! All this snow is really getting to me. The frost on everything today was so beautiful, but the backdrop right now is such crap that I didn't take any pictures of anything. My cousin sent me a link for a photo contest in Calgary - thanks Kyla! - and I am thinking about entering it. The one big problem is that my computer is not feeling very well right now, so I only have access to our backup - or kids - computer. I have no access to my pictures, email or any of my favorites! It's a horrible time for me.
Someone mentioned that I should treat my hobby as somewhat of a job and schedule time in to do things. I have done that a bit as I scheduled in some time to take pictures. Now I have to get my computer back up and start doing the same for photo contests or something. I'd really like to take a photo class, but most run at night and the husband is still working nights, so that doesn't work. But that will be over soon, so maybe I'll work that in. There was a great class in Lethbridge, but I am in Calgary...so that didn't happen. I did keep the link in case I can make it work another time. I've got so many "buts" right now, some that I can work around, some I cannot.
Spring break is here so I will use this time to relax, stop thinking and maybe my mind will be fresh for the week after and I can get back on track.
Friday, March 25, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
I am at a standstill
I haven't even picked up my camera in over a week. I am feeling very tired which leads me to be uninspired. I haven't even thought about taking pictures. Of course the weather outside hasn't been helping. I know that the temperature has come up in the last few days, but that leads everything to be dirty and slushy outside. I can't see the beauty in that right now.
As you know, the thing with Chianti's has fallen through, which I am still disappointed about. It leads me to believe that I need to sit back and rethink my priorities. Maybe this isn't the time to be doing anything with my photo's. Maybe I'm just seriously depressed and can't think many happy thoughts right now. I really need a pick me up. A new way to look at things, an new inspiration. It'll happen, I can feel it. Maybe that's why I am so tired, there's something in the air and I need to sleep to make sure I am prepared for it. Maybe I'm just talking out my butt, but there's a spark in the air, the spark of change. I can always feel it coming, it's like the calm before the storm. The nap before the party. That little tingle of electricity in the air. Maybe it's just the fact the spring is coming, who knows. I do know that things won't always be like this, something will happen to fire my creative juices. Until then, I will give in to the nap!
As you know, the thing with Chianti's has fallen through, which I am still disappointed about. It leads me to believe that I need to sit back and rethink my priorities. Maybe this isn't the time to be doing anything with my photo's. Maybe I'm just seriously depressed and can't think many happy thoughts right now. I really need a pick me up. A new way to look at things, an new inspiration. It'll happen, I can feel it. Maybe that's why I am so tired, there's something in the air and I need to sleep to make sure I am prepared for it. Maybe I'm just talking out my butt, but there's a spark in the air, the spark of change. I can always feel it coming, it's like the calm before the storm. The nap before the party. That little tingle of electricity in the air. Maybe it's just the fact the spring is coming, who knows. I do know that things won't always be like this, something will happen to fire my creative juices. Until then, I will give in to the nap!
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